Book of days

Effy wrote: "Speak up...I want to move in the world with less thorn and more rose"
that's the main problem, we never talk right, it's either too low or too loud, too frank or too shy...
it's so so difficult to find the right voice, to be able to speak our truth the right way...
we've always been told to shut up, for centuries...
For years I made this strange dream, waking up in the morning, with no mouth and having to cut one with a razor blade...it wasn't painful but never straight...I never spoke the right way...